10days as a wife

genap sepuluh ari aku jadi ikhwan syah's wife.. setakat ni..aku rase cam takde perubahan dalam my life..macam single pon ade..... beza..hari2 aku masak utk laki aku..ape beza ek...
entahla...maybe belom lagi aku nampak ape2......aku takde bende nk tulis skrg..coz aku depress sgt...so...sambung nnati... hati aku boleh mati...anynomous who read this.... aku sangat harap depa berdoa..hati aku mati....biarla hati aku mati..

My engageMent Ring

I LOST ONE of this ring...sori sangat dear...i try myself so hard to take gud care...but betul2 ilang....nk buat camne.....takde rezeki..hehe..or buy me a new one plz? hehe..no la..

rase cam sedih sangat....sampai dh kobek tong sampah..sampai i muntah2..:((..... tau carik tanda ni..dh tak tahu nk carik katne dear....:)

at this point

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aT tHis Point0...i do realize many things...
aT tHis Point1...i'm Totally afraid..
aT tHis Point2...i seriously LOst what i am suppose to do..
aT tHis Point3...i just follow the flow...
aT tHis Point4...i wanna talk to someone..
aT tHis Point5...i wanna share many things with someone..
aT tHis Point6...i see how things works in life...
aT tHis Point7...i see wat goz up must go down
aT tHis Point8...my tears drop no more...
aT tHis Point9...i see real life
aT tHis Point10..i do not wanna be spoil child anymore..
aT tHis Point11..i wanna be more independent
aT tHis Point12..i realize that i canot turn back at past
aT tHis Point13..i do not trust L.O.V.E.. anymore..
at This Point14... my LIPS SEALED forever...
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dear...i wish i cud tell u that i totally appreciate what u did to me..u've done
more than enough..u gave me courage..u gave many things..in many kinds of ways..i did not see it as something as that did not enough...seriously...its more than enough..

all i request is ur heart....i dunno y i felt i do not reach that POINT...and makes me realize my heart also still with me...i kept it now..until someday...

ps: im okay :).
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