10days as a wife

genap sepuluh ari aku jadi ikhwan syah's wife.. setakat ni..aku rase cam takde perubahan dalam my life..macam single pon ade..... beza..hari2 aku masak utk laki aku..ape beza ek...
entahla...maybe belom lagi aku nampak ape2......aku takde bende nk tulis skrg..coz aku depress sgt...so...sambung nnati... hati aku boleh mati...anynomous who read this.... aku sangat harap depa berdoa..hati aku mati....biarla hati aku mati..

My engageMent Ring

I LOST ONE of this ring...sori sangat dear...i try myself so hard to take gud care...but betul2 ilang....nk buat camne.....takde rezeki..hehe..or buy me a new one plz? hehe..no la..

rase cam sedih sangat....sampai dh kobek tong sampah..sampai i muntah2..:((..... tau carik tanda ni..dh tak tahu nk carik katne dear....:)

at this point

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aT tHis Point0...i do realize many things...
aT tHis Point1...i'm Totally afraid..
aT tHis Point2...i seriously LOst what i am suppose to do..
aT tHis Point3...i just follow the flow...
aT tHis Point4...i wanna talk to someone..
aT tHis Point5...i wanna share many things with someone..
aT tHis Point6...i see how things works in life...
aT tHis Point7...i see wat goz up must go down
aT tHis Point8...my tears drop no more...
aT tHis Point9...i see real life
aT tHis Point10..i do not wanna be spoil child anymore..
aT tHis Point11..i wanna be more independent
aT tHis Point12..i realize that i canot turn back at past
aT tHis Point13..i do not trust L.O.V.E.. anymore..
at This Point14... my LIPS SEALED forever...
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dear...i wish i cud tell u that i totally appreciate what u did to me..u've done
more than enough..u gave me courage..u gave many things..in many kinds of ways..i did not see it as something as that did not enough...seriously...its more than enough..

all i request is ur heart....i dunno y i felt i do not reach that POINT...and makes me realize my heart also still with me...i kept it now..until someday...

ps: im okay :).
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10 DAYS LEFT- 12 DECEMBER 2008-

For Those who knew me...tHis is the inVitation Card..from Me...:)
di jemput utk datang ke KeLanTan...13 DECEMBER 2008...

16days left

tinggal 16 hari je lagi utk aku and my hubby gona be...:)
preparation semua dh siap..Alhamdulillah..and i just heard a veri gud news from my boss
that aku akan g cairo..BUT...aku cam sedih...sebab ..aku takleh bawak laki aku...:(
meaningless without org tersayang d cc sebnarnya..but i have to make myself hepi ..:)kan dear..
but how..u r not here..my family r not here...how???
:)

stiL not enough??

I'm carzy bout ut..realy do... i did something i neva did in my life.. i have experience something that i do not know wether it is good or not..Alhamdulillah.......
kekadang..aku rase...x pnoh cukup ape aku buat...:( betul ke?...

de...just follow the flow... and kill the feelings...:)

trip to vientiane..cont..

22nd october... dis is da tyme wen i lost my wallet...it just lost...i just blame myself for being careles..around 100usd jugela takde...but im still ok..:) thanks dkt ina..sbb die byk sgt membantu...muachs..har jalan lagi..bangun kol 8 pagi lagi..pegi morning market la kononnye...nk beli ape nyeeeee....mane ade cash dh d tangan..jadi tgk2 dn bergamba...dkt tempat nama 'pataxuay'....dis monument is built to show da relationship between R.B of cHIna and Lao P.D.R.. :).. antara aksi1 aku n ina..:)

ni aksi tgh present n lepas present paper....:)dah lepas...diorang ckp ngn ako ..3 techniques diorang blaja...keh keh...:)

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

lepas tu kitorang g jenjalan sungai mekongggggggggg!! tata vientiane......adios..

trip To Vientianne

from 21st Oct 2008 - 23rd of Oct.. me and Ina g Vientianne..Present Paper...at first aku pk tempt ni mcm ...ape ye..takle dibayangkan dlm kepala... tapi..u wil enjoy ur tyme there..nice place to visit n shop shop....its cheap... 21st Oct...
ni tyme sampai airport..gumbira sangat lagi...:)..we take cab back to our hotel...lane xang hotel

lepas tu nk reg utk conference.so we stil take that cab..then..ape lagi begambo la..jumpe pula budak cum lecturer laos ni... he was veri interested bout malaysia..proud to be malaysian..:)

kitorang naik tuk tuk.. punye la hepi boleh naik tuk tuk..wiha..ni la pose pose tyme tuk tuk...macam2 pesen..n ni pemandangan dkt vientianne..sangat aman... :) kaN??? NI gambo diambil tyme naik tuk tuk.

lepas tu kitorang singgah dkt pha tat luang... acewah..

dh balik..kenala 20usd hari ni naik tuktuk jek..kejam punye tuktuk...ni gamba aku paling suke!

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i Have to start back da blog

new blog ///sebab????

1. yerla...nk masuk next chapter of my life..
2. azam baru...
3. aku lupe pasword..hehehhe..tu je sbnrnye..kueng kueng..

epi birthday my dear iky

its 24th ocTober..i've planned dis for 2weeks....hehe..takle lame..it's my fiance's besday..so..we wen a trip to genting..dis is da 1st tyme aku naik bende alah roler coster...wich is xtremely thrill!!!....n horrifying...gileeeeeee...
i did nt fel my body r soul an'more..bile kat atas tueeeeeeeeeee,,,,deeeeeee..
gave my respect to those who can stil laugh though...me?? eyuuhepi birthday my dear!!...Nak naik pegi venice after this...boleh deh? tenkiuuuu..muachs
tgk cite aladin..tak paham ape pon...tapi best je..layan~~~

trip to indon...padang

dr 28Ogos...til 31ogos...2008...parents ku belanja kami semua g mkn angin d padang indonesia..wihaaaaa...sangatla seronok d sini,,,bolehla keseronokannya terasa..:)..hABIS pon byk juge..hihhhihhihihiihihihihihi...

ni pemndgn dkt hotel yang kami duduk..part of it.,..di tgh2 bilik2 die....
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ni dekat rumah padang....diorang mmg terkenal ngn umoh2 minangkabau ni..adat pon same mcm adat pepatih d negeri sembilan..